Daughters of darkness
When I was in College, I for the first time lived city life. I have
grown up in a township, amidst nature’s extravagance. The hustle bustle of city
life fatigued my imagination. I had never wished to be there. But as we say “Man
proposes and God disposes”, true it is! Against my dreams of living in tranquillity,
situation forced me to experience the City of Joy , which was not a reason of joy to me,
atleast then. My college was in Shovabazar, and I took the metro rail service
from Dum Dum to my college. In my efforts to adjusting to this alien
atmosphere, I seldom noticed anything around. It was just me and me. Even in
this fight of survival of dreams, I noticed a girl. Many times when I walked
out of the Metro Station in Shovabazar I noticed her.
She was barely 15 years old I guess. Dark complexion, bright pair of
questioning eyes and a pair of red lips! Her face seemed much fairer, compared
to the other exposed parts of the body. Evidently she was heavily pancaked with
cheap beauty products. Her attire audaciously provocative, mostly nets, cheap
synthetics with low neckline and all! I wondered who she was, before my friends
told of the infamous red light area nearby called “Sonagachi”. It is Asia ’s largest red light district and houses thousands of
sex workers in hundreds of brothels. Frankly after that revelation, I never
looked back at that girl.
Strangely, recently I was searching for some good documentary and
came across the one I have shared. Almost instantaneously it reminded of that
pair of red lips and a fang of guilt hurt my conscience. I thought I was mean
to be thinking like an ignorant and belittling that kid in my mind. She is not
as privileged as I am or the people around me. May be she was sold to some
ruthless pimp for merely a few hundred rupees by her own father or uncle. May
be she was kidnapped from an affluent family like mine at a tender age and
forced to lead this life of misery. May be she was an innocent and helpless
victim of human trafficking.
When I sit and introspect, I feel depressed. If I believe in God, I
also believe that if he has bestowed blessing of a normal life to me, then that
must be with a purpose. He wants me and you to work for this downtrodden and
neglected part of society. At an age when we used to study and live in comfort,
these kids spend the day in hunger and night in derogate. Before actually
knowing their sensuality they are sexually abused and exposed to diseases like aids.
But when I brainstormed and tried to find a way of how to help them, I was
blank. So I thought that atleast I should share the video with my readers, atleast
start requesting everyone to stop looking at these unlucky ones with hatred and
atleast try to see through their pancaked face and cheaply embellished outside,
the real and hurt them.
The following poem is dedicated to that girl:
“She stood there by the road with a poker face,
I seldom spared a look, my life is a race.
Her lips were red but her eyes had pain,
But none looked at the agony her efforts were all in vain.
Her childhood had no games, no doll house no doctor kit,
Instead hungry days and demeaning nights, when her teeth did grit.
Books were distant dream and pens had no use,
Of the world outside the dark brothel, she had no news.
Every morning is dark for her and nights darker,
While the cruel blows that hurt her soul, get sharper and sharper.
Her father sold her for a handful of notes,
Her dreams, her life all went afloat.
Today we hate her and bestow disgrace,
But what is her fault, she had no control on what took place.
So let us all spare them a look of concern and cease being so heartless,
Atleast let them live, let them dream these daughters of darkness."
By Aritra
Aritra Chakrabarty Sengupta
No one deserves a life like that, but how perceptions change as we mature. The poem is touching. Dedicating it to her shows your realization and empathy.
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Thanks for liking Ananya :-)
DeleteVery touching. Alas! There is no way out to help them help themselves.
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DeleteHeart touching post.The subject of sensitivity well narrated and empathetic.Great.
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